Tuesday, December 29, 2009

Uninsured & Honoring Medical Bills


I just took an important step to honor my medical bills. Bought a binder, made space for every service that has been a gift to me; doctors, testing centers & hospital. Will now make payments, no matter how small, so that I honor these people for their time and medical expertise! Can't lament being uninsured ... must move forward! ASII ♥

For 24 years, prior to changing careers, I was insured to the gills! The best that my money could by. Lucky enough to have incredible benefits during my breast cancer, diabetes and through my gastric bypass and reconstructive surgeries. Although I find myself without that familiar net to catch me... I will honor this experience!

Studying the Law of Circulation, I was taught to gift people and services. In this instance, I have already been gifted with the time, heart and expertise of multiple entities. On this planet, at this time, I am called to honor them with money. They send bills for their services and we honor them by giving money so that everyone attached to the business can continue to live as we will live. I find a peace knowing that I will give them all that I receive from my artwork, endeavors and donations.

Thank you God, for allowing me this experience. I know that it is vital to my growth (no matter how much it sucks ~ lol). I'm now one of those "masses" that finds themselves uninsured during a major health experience. I believe that I am meant to know this time and pass on my learning as part of my faith and my ability to communicate. And so it is!

Have a blessed day!
Colista

Your donations can be mailed to "The Colista Lich Ovarian Cancer Fund" at Black Hills Federal Credit Union, 225 Main Street, PO Box 1420, Rapid City, SD 57709-1420, (605) 343-0891, http://www.blackhillsfcu.org/

New Year, Big Energy ~Haiku

The end of this year
As you look back on your life
Notice the blessings!
    ~Colista

We get to start a "new year" every single day. There is not a particular "time or space", or the perfect day to begin expressing your energy in a new way. Embrace the energy of change... ask for it to be a part of your life....... Believe in your wishes & expect them to mannifest. You will constantly create miracles!

And So It Is ♥
Colista

www.Zazzle.com/Colista  ~ My Original Art, and the money goes to my cancer fund
You can also follow me on Face Book ~ www.Facebook.com/ColistaLich
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Monday, December 28, 2009

Fatigue & Faith

I've had a hard time starting this entry. I've erased the whole thing a few times. Why? Because, to tell the truth I'm very, very tired, and I simply dislike admitting that to anyone. For 6 years I've thoroughly enjoyed having an almost unending supply of energy to spare. Losing 187 lbs and getting rid of diabetes will do that! Today, I'm being affected by the chemotherapy and it's kicked my butt. I'm not happy about that fact, but it's the truth. I don't feel like I'm contributing right now. I'm sleeping more and doing less.

So, to stay sane ... I'm coming up with productive things to do even though it isn't easy to sit at my desktop computer. I decided to break out this netbook to write and update this silly blog. I'm sketching new designs and doing a bit of painting. I'm contacting people who may have logo design or graphics jobs that I can do from here. I'm simply trying to stay as busy as I can while taking care of my body.

Another thing that threw me for a bit of a loop ... The other day I learned that two of my friends were talking about the likelihood of my being able to overcome the challenge of a cancer diagnosis. My mind immediately went to the scenario of an office Football Pool ... "the odds that Colista will survive __ years or __ years." But then I realized that it wasn't that they were making bets. They both love me and were admitting to each other that they were worried about my health. I thank them for caring so much! They know who they are :)

My truth remains the same. I am cancer free! The first 5 months of chemo will prove that to the doctors. The CT Scan in April will amaze everyone. I know that I'm going through this to learn, to teach, to love and to be loved in return. It's powerful energy coming my way ... and I hope that I continue to let that energy flow out into the Universe towards those who are caring for me with their thoughts, prayers, meditations, reiki and love. I'll write more when I can ... until then

Take care, my lovely Spirit Possee!
May Blessings Abound!!
Colista

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Thursday, December 24, 2009

Holiday Wish ~ Haiku

Holiday wish
For prosperity and peace
Close your eyes and breath
   ~ Colista

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Christmas Eve ~ Haiku

Merry Christmas Eve
May you find peace in this day
Stop and smell the pie!
     ~Colista

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Wednesday, December 23, 2009

Nurse, Chemo & Enlightenment


NURSE: At RC Regional they assign an oncology nurse to remain with you all day. Her job is to administer chemo and be wonderful. She lovingly answers questions, listens and imparts her wisdom regarding who thrives and who, for many reasons, can fall away and give up.

I was surprised to learn that there are women who stop treatment before it's completed. Nurse Pam said that these people, in general, are people who lack hope. They have no faith in this world and, therefore, no faith in this difficult process. They are upset that life isn't easy and that chemo treatments aren't pleasant. They lack a central foundation to build upon when things get tough. It's difficult to watch but she is amazing.

CHEMO: Over 6 hours Pam injected 7 bags of drugs & saline. The shoulder port is a miracle!! Easily accessed, no chemo burning veins and no stressed arm veins. Nurse Pam explained, in detail, what each bag was for ~ and allowed me to put my stickers ("God Is In The Chemo", "Love" and "Gratitude") on the port, needles, and hanging bags. It was a powerful experience to participate in this way. I felt like I was making a difference ... and, therefore, I WAS :0)

ENLIGHTENMENT: Pam and I talked about everything. My past, her family, the future of oncology and cancer treatment. We touched on quantum physics, faith, movies that make us laugh, and fear. It was the fear that made me cry. I am so very human and worry creeps into my human consciousness. It's unavoidable and is to be embraced. (Many of you watched my early a.m. December video... you were brave!).

There are 14 3/4 more months on the way. I will keep staying present in the experience. In 2010, I intend to go get Graphic Art & Design business. I'll join the Women's Business Network and make my talents known to the area. I'll be creating art to sell on Zazzle.com/Colista... and I'll be creating new jewelry for sale during this Summer's Sturgis Rally. I'm keeping busy and staying creative ... because that is where my heart soars!

I'm glad that I have this wonderful opportunity to soar! I can know, better than before, who I am ... and why I'm here. I'll keep finding ways to give back, to serve this community. I will not take without returning. I will not be filled without ladeling love back into the Universe. I will accept the harmony that these things can bring.

Many blessings and a Very Merry Christmas to you and your own! My prayers to the whole, world-wide Spirit Posse and those who stay quiet yet follow my journey. I hold you all in my mind as the healthy, thriving Divine Humans that you are.

Thank You!
Colista

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Tuesday, December 22, 2009

Healing ~ Haiku

There is healing
It manifests every day
My body is whole
   ~ Colista

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Monday, December 21, 2009

Christmas Week Whole & Healthy



It seem like I'm feduddled in the brain ... but I'm glad to start chemo Christmas week. What a better gift than that of saving my life? Sure, it's possible that I won't feel good physically. It is, however, just as likely that I'll feel like I've done something wonderful for myself!!

Well Supported. After today's conversation with my lovely, practitioner ... I have a specific plan to support my healing on Wednesday, and for the sessions over the next 15 months.

FIRST ~ I'm bringing books with me that have supported my previous periods of growth & healing; 1) Dr. Masaru Emoto's "Hidden Messages In Water" 2) Gregg Braden's "The God Code" and 3) Rhonda Byrne's "The Secret". SECOND ~ I realized and will use a personal affirmation that has meant the world to me over 8 years. It has been refurbished for this experience: "Every cell of my body is whole, healthy and perfect in every way." 

THIRD ~ Because of the studies published by Dr. Emoto (see above) ... I am creating graphic stickers that will be placed on every seringe and bag of medicine that comes into contact with my body. I've chosen Yes!, Love, Gratitude, and Life. The nurses will have a good time with this. They love people with positive attitudes ... and I'm full of it! (hey, no wise cracks!)

I'm aware that some who read this won't approve of the books, or the use of affirmations or, possibly, the stickers. That's okay. I ask that you remain constant in your support of my perfect health. The thing that truly matters is that along with my past study of the Bible, these things supports my faith in God and the unending power of this Universe. You can try what you like and discard the rest :)

More updates as warranted...

Wishing each of you and your families a blessed Christmas holiday!

Colista

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Wednesday, December 16, 2009

Enlightenment ~ Haiku

This "Enlightenment"
Sometimes I want to go back!
The "dark" seemed easy
    ~ Colista

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Tuesday, December 15, 2009

Chemo Starts Next Wednesday

The waiting is finally all over with.

On Thursday, Dec. 17, I'm scheduled for outpatient surgery. At 3:30pm MST they will install the Chemo Port in my shoulder. I did not get randomized for the inter peritneal chemotherapy protocol, so I'm NOT getting an Abdominal Catheter placed. Chemotherapy will start next Wednesday (instead of Friday) because I didn't want to have every weekend ruined with Friday chemo.

Because studies have shown that Abdominal Chemotherapy improves the delivery of the drugs in Stage III cancers ... that's the one I wanted. However, as I'm already cancer-free ... and am just going through all of this Western medicine to prove it to my doctors ... whichever protocol I end up in will be perfect for this body! My tears flowed when I found out, only because I had expectations. I release them to God!! This will be the best treatment available for this human body!! (ASII)

The medical bills keep arriving. The amounts (now totaling over $40,000) have forced me to do some things that I didn't want to... such as applying for Medicare and Social Security Disability. And as much as I REALLY don't want to rely on the government for assistance ... I can't get help from Rapid City Regional Hospital until I've provide either acceptance or decline letters from both entities. Heck, I've only drawn unemployment once in my life ... at 22, when I didn't know any better. It's here now, so I must accept it and move on. (ASII)

The outcomes will be perfect ... because if the experience is here then it must be time! And So It Is. I remain ever grateful for everyone who holds in their consciousness the truth of my perfect, healthy body. The energy of your thoughts and prayers is powerful!

Blessings,
Colista
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Gifts are available with free shipping at my Art Sparks store. Thank you so much for your support!
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Choices ~ Haiku

Choices open doors
The hidden consequences
Accept and move on
   ~ Colista
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Thursday, December 10, 2009

Pre-Chemo Testing Almost Done ~ VIDEO

Haven't started chemo ... but it's coming fast

Our Gifts ~ Haiku

We're born with our gifts
and spend the rest of our lives
learning and growing
   ~ Colista

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Monday, December 7, 2009

Whiney, Little Cry Baby!

You know what? There is a crappy part about walking a Spiritual path! You know what it is? .......... You can NEVER escape back into your previous ignorance! The lessons get learned and internalized, and there's no returning to old, worn excuses and/or behaviors. Once you've crossed the road of self-awareness, there are only two choices ... face your own shit squarely or numb/avoid it. The problem with numb/avoid is that the truth never goes away ... it's always waiting for you to become aware again!! There isn't enough alcohol, sex, anger, volunteering, drugs, children, jobs ... to keep the truth away forever!

So, what on earth am I babbling about? In this instance: Knowing that the behaviors that bug me most in other humans are a direct reflection of my deepest fears about myself!!

One of my biggest fears was always that I'd let someone down and then they would forever think of me as untrustworthy. In my life this irrational fear has left me incapacitated, unable to complete projects and meet promised deadlines. Instead of doing the very best that I was capable of ... I did nothing. I froze, and in doing so I created the exact experience I was trying to avoid. Over and over. Year after year.

I learned this response from my Dad. God bless him, he still responds like that to his world. I, however, am aware ... enlightened even ... to my proclivity toward inaction. So, I make the choice to proceed in fear. Bust through my old behavior and ... if nothing else ... own up if I haven't live up to a promise or met a deadline!! It's not easy making that phone call. Admitting that you were unable to complete a project on time. But, it is SO MUCH BETTER than the alternative. There is peace in admitting that I am human. There is joy in knowing that others have experienced the same fears and inaction.

Anyway ... that's today's confession to the Universe. I'm better at dealing with my behaviors than I ever was ... but can always do better. And So It Is :)

Blessings,
Colista

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Friday, December 4, 2009

Yes, I Weighed 330 lbs. in 2003 ...


See the chick in the gold dress? That's me! YEP! Seven years ago at 330 lbs, one week before I had gastric bypass surgery. I was co-starring in a wonderful, little one-act play called "Adventures In Therapy". Two of my Facebook Friends (who are now happily married) are pictured on the right ... it was a blast!

That chick was in a lot of pain both physically and emotionally!

I was suffering from severe depression, Type II Diabetes and had already beaten Stage T3B breast cancer. I needed to do something to get rid of the diabetes and try to reduce my chances of a secondary cancer. Getting my weight under control was vital. My quality of life sucked. Although I had a good job, I lived an isolated life. I was unable to fit into regular movie house seats. I couldn't walk for long without needing to catch my breath. My knees were going out and I had severe lower back pain. Surgery was a difficult choice, but I took drastic measures for drastic times.

I've successfully maintained my weight loss. I've vacillated up and down, learning how to live in a skinny, healthy body. I learned how to exercise. I learned how to cook. I also learned that I could overcome anything that I set my mind to. I got therapy and I joined classes to help me understand how my life had gotten so out of control. And, in the process of all of this, I began to get to know my true, Spiritual self. My faith grew by leaps & bounds. As it turned out ... obesity helped me get closer to God.

So, why do I believe that I've already won my battle with ovarian cancer? Knowing that I'm already cancer free? Because I've already proven the power of my will to THRIVE! I've already made the hard choices and followed through to get, and maintain, the best results. I knew the outcome before the surgery even happened ... I would be healthy! And So It Remains.

Today I continue to practice everything that I've learned in the past 10 years. Revisiting the teachings of the Masters I've been so privileged to study with; The Holmes Institute, Dr. Roger Teel (http://www.milehichurch.org/), Greg Braden, James Arthur Ray, Dr. Marjorie Straum, Rev. Ras Smith, Dr. Masuro Emoto, Rev. Barry Ebert, and many more. I have a daily practice of gratitude. I read, each day, from books that remind me that I'm a Divine work in progress! I feed my soul with positive people. I create art. I cook good food. I also hug everyone I can!

It's true you know!?! ... God really doesn't give us more than we can handle! And So It Is ...

Thanks for being on this journey with me ...
Blessings on you this fine day!
Colista

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Wednesday, December 2, 2009

My Angels ~ Haiku

I know my angels
They hold their hands over me
and bid me to thrive!
   ~ Colista

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The Study I Wasn't Supposed To Qualify For !!!

There REALLY are NO COINCIDENCES or ACCIDENTS!!

I didn't understand why I was so upset thinking of 5-days a week chemo. As turns out, it made hearing that I'd qualified for the this Overian Cancer Study a huge surprise and a blessing! Even if it means WEEKLY chemo for FIFTEEN (15) MONTHS!! Yes, friends... now that I've had the wits scared out of me by 5-day a week chemo ... 15 months seems like the most amazing, fantastical, stupendiferous news ever!! (Okay, perhaps not THAT good ... but almost.)

I wasn't supposed to qualify for the study because of my Stage T3B Breast Cancer 10 years ago. Turns out I've been  "cancer free" just long enough. It also means that I'll get the two drugs that Dr. Frederickson REALLY wanted me to have ... poisonous little dears that they are. OH, and because they are part of these protocols ... the drugs are FREE !!!! Another miracle :)

So, I won't start chemo until the Study papers are signed on Friday and one of the three protocols are randomly chosen. They'll install a port in my shoulder and a catheter in my abdomen. The two big drugs will be injected directly into the abdomen cancer site ... and the drugs that will make me go bald will be put into my shoulder. I've got a week's reprieve ... can enjoy the Friday & Saturday birthday parties I've been invited to. No drinking, but I promise there will be dancing !!!

Thanks, my beautiful Soul Posse ... you lifted me up to my truth today ... you allowed me to cry as my utter human self and express my hopes and my fears. Thank you for being on this journey with me. I'm crying right now because I'm so darned happy!!  You guys are amazing :)

As always, if there is anything that I can do on your behalf ... please let me know! I'm here, praying for your peace, joy and prosperity. And So It Is

Blessings,
Colista


www.Zazzle.com/Colista ~ Tshirts, mugs, key chains, buttons, business card masters & more :)
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Chemo is scaring me ... VIDEO

WARNING: Woman behaving human ... there is crying!



My tshirt and art designs for your consideration...
Art Sparks By Colista. Thank you for your support :)
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Tuesday, December 1, 2009

Holy Moley Blessings Batman!!

Hello "Spirit Posse"!

It was a hopeful rumor until this morning. Dr. Kuyper & his staff at Alternative Health are detoxing and strengthening me out of their own pockets! I would say "free" ... but it isn't... their skills, energy and time is extremely valuable! I cried as Maryjo told me the good news. When I think about this blessing ... I keep bursting into *tears*

Their mix of Chiropractic, muscle testing and energy balancing ... AMAZING!! Loved the first treatment. It left me feeling flushed and invigorated. My shoulders & neck are a bit sore but the rest of me feels ... well, like healing is happening! My next treatment with these amazing humans will be next Monday. Yea!

Maryjo gave me another gift today when she contacted a friend in Washington who crochets hats! They got my favorite colors & a specially created design will be on it's way next week!! This woman doesn't know me ... she just wants to help. So, as a thank you ... please check out her work at Lullabye Lamb Custom Hats.  Thank you.

I got another gift while checking out at Michael's (craft store)... the girl behind the counter said, "The woman who just checked out wanted me to give you these coupons." Talk about the gift of paying it forward!! (I'd just paid for a coffee for the woman behind me at BigD!) Two of her three coupons were for items I'd chosen to purchase today.  (I'm making cards & gifts ... shhhh ... don't tell).

There are NO coincidences. Everything that we experience is meant to give us reasons to count our blessings! God & this Universe have obviously been trying to get my attention for a while ... now they've resorted to a health scare to REALLY get my attention. Well, I'm listening, learning, and Loving!! I won't let any of these gifts, blessings & lessons pass me by... And So It Is (ASII)

Blessings to all of you, on this wondrous day!
Colista

My Original Art ... customizable as tshirts, mugs, posters & more Art Sparks by Colista

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Right Mix ~ Haiku

Never all good news
But then, it's never all bad
God knows the right mix
   ~ Colista

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Monday, November 30, 2009

It All Begins With Being Grateful !!


Thank You All !
Colista

www.Zazzle.com/Colista ~ My artwork customizable as tshirts,
mugs, cards ... almost anything ;)
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Turkey Dressing Sandwiches

... A SIMPLE RECIPE:
(1) "slice" of CHILLED Dressing of your choice
(2) "slices" of wheat or white bread
(2) Tbsp Butter (slathered on the bread)

I grew up eating these "Turkey Dressing Sandwiches" made from Thanksgiving left overs. Now that I'm an adult, I realize how much bread is in that meal!! So, the question ... is a sandwich made with almost pure bread redundant? Delcious... but redundant?

Colista

FOR YOUR CONSIDERATION:  I'm selling my art to help pay for my cancer treatments. Please visit my store and customize an item. Great for on-line Christmas purchases Colista's Art Store !!

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Saturday, November 28, 2009

Gratitude for my Doctor!

My friend, Jill, nudged me to write up the good news that I got from one of my doctors on Wednesday. I hadn't thought of it ... but a bit of good news goes a LONG way!!

I was grateful that another amazing friend, Sabrina, made arrangements for me to have some holistic tests run. It's important that my body, mind and soul be on the same page prior to starting chemo on Wednesday (Dec. 3rd). They looked at my vital organs, processing systems, vitamins & minerals, allergies and, honestly, a bunch of other things that I didn't catch. Let's just say, it was a thorough testing from a fabulous group of women!

THE GOOD NEWS:  The doctor looked everything over and told me that he was impressed. There is relatively little stress going on inside my body! My system was obviously a bit stressed... but nothing like he'd seen in other cancer patients. He noted that I should keep up my meditation and visualizations because it was obviously working. Then the Doc promised that they could help me with my only real complaint ... I can't eat anything without my stomach cramping up (left over from the gastric problems in the hospital). I can't eat and have lost almost 17 lbs! His being able to help me was amazing news ... I love to eat and don't want to lose any more weight! (Yes, odd thing for any woman to say :)

So, join me in My visualizations ~ Colista's body is cancer free and there isn't anyone or anything that can prove her wrong!!

Thank you for your prayers and your loving support! 
Please know that I'm here for you too!

Blessings,
Colista

Saturday, November 14, 2009

My Cancer Was Diagnosed So Fast

One minute I thought I was having an apendicitis attack and the next an amazing surgeon (Dr. Helen Frederickson, surgical oncologist) is performing a complete hysterectomy because I have ovarian cancer. Even though I've had cancer before (stage T3b Breast Cancer in 1999) ... it's one dilly of an eye opener. Hello mortality... nice to see you again... what do we do now?

Luckily the answer to that question is simple... I do whatever it takes to save my life! Relationally, physically, emotionally, spiritually & financially. I will, as always, begin with the two most important steps... the emotional and the spiritual. That is where miracles are created... where faith resides. They are the most important of all the steps because they are really the only ones that I have any direct control over. Relationships will ebb & flow... my physical body will go through many phases and changes... and the financial will take a miracle all it's own... but I have complete dominion over my emotional and spiritual attitude and my habits & practices.

It's more than just having a "positive" attitude or "praying". It's a process of creating the feelings associated with the complete disappearance of any signs of dis-ease in my mind or my body. The doctor actually gave me the perfect words to create a visual... she said that she was unable to remove the cancerous tissue in an area called the "cul de sac" of my pelvis. Well... now I'm having fun with that... you can imagine this with me (and for me) ...

  • On every cul de sac there is a curb... and in those curbs there is debris and dirt. Well, in my family we use a power-cleaner to remove the dirt and grime. So, I open the garage and get out the power washer... fill it with the most pure, bright, powerful, loving, glowing & fragrant wash... and I walk into the cul de sac and begin to spray away anything that doesn't belong. More over, I imagine that once this super-water has touched the grime it vanishes, disolves & disappears, leaving a brilliant white surface ... never to be dirty again! I'm getting into EVERY nook & cranny... around the bushes, between the cracks, into the smallest of blemishes of the concrete and asphalt. There is no place that the water and spray can't reach!  AND SO IT IS (ASII).
Next step is healing from surgery. Chemotherapy starts on December 3rd and I'll need all my strength for the 18 weeks of weekly treatments. I'll be bald by Christmas... so Santa's going to bring me some really nice hats :)  It's all a blessing... that's my reality!

Thanks to everyone who continues to follow my journey. I can't tell you how happy I am to have you with me. It's a feeling of care, love and peace that continually amazes and lifts me. I can't thank you enough for your generosity of spirit and faith!! Please, never hesitate to tell me what you need prayers for ... I'm here to return the favor in any way that I can !

Going to Skype with my Brother now... I'll talk with you all later on! 
Many, many blessings!!!
Colista

Wednesday, November 4, 2009

Clear Liquids & An Enema For Dessert

It's 5:30 a.m. and I'm wide awake. Laid in bed for 30 minutes talking to my tumor. We discussed how much it will have shrunk by the time the doc goes in to remove it. We agreed that it won't grow or become involved with my other body parts. It agreed to cause me no harm. I like the little tumor... so far, it's cooperating nicely with the white light treatments and prayer. "Good little tumor!" {pat pat pat}

Last night four of my bestest girl friends, Nancy, Cheryl, Chantelle and Linda, treated me to a wine & pizza party. We're each going through transitions in our lives and it was great to be able to share so freely and honestly with women that I trust. I hadn't had pizza in 8 months. I splurged because today it's all clear liquids and an enema for dessert.

Right now I cry pretty easily. But, as I shared with my friends, it's mostly because of a feeling of joy that keeps washing over me. The simple explanation, the one I'm willing to share in this public forum, is that I'm overwhelmed by the outpouring of love and support from around the world. I'm used to helping others through these things... not being assisted in return. The personal notes, wall posts, comments and DMs on Twitter have given me ample reason to know that I'm not alone in this... and I cry like a baby {sniff}

I've cleaned the house, done the laundry, and set up my recouperation... wireless is working so my netbook will be able to get all of the comedies off Hulu that I can stand. Laughter is the medicine I need most! OH, so if you have any suggestions on any movies or internet stuff that will cause even the smallest giggle ... please post it on FB or DM on Twitter :)   Can't get enough babies laughing or kittens behaving badly!!

Well, back to sleep for a little while and then more clear liquids for breakfast. Everyone have a fabulous day and know that you are also in my thoughts and my prayers!!!

Blessings,
Colista

Monday, November 2, 2009

An Ovarian Cancer Diagnosis

FIRST... I must thank everyone that has given me their good thoughts and prayers. Every effort is worth a million dollars to me!! Collectively we are more powerful… whether playing tug-of-war as kids or praying for miracles to the God of our understanding. Thank you for being the type of people who take the time to care (even if we’ve never met!!).

It turns out that the "appendix" attack may have saved my life. The ovarian tumor is 15cm (almost 6") across. It is pressing on, well... everything around it. Without having had a "severe reaction" to an abdominal pain I may not have gone for help. My doctors, bless them, were simply proceeding with tests based on the symptoms I provided. Thank God they did!! (Although the blood letting, prodding, poking and filling-out-of-forms wasn't my idea of Yeah-ville!)


My surgery is scheduled for this Thursday, November 6th, at 10:30 am (MST). I'll be at Rapid City Regional Hospital at 9:00 a.m. for surgery prep. The extent of the tumor's involvement in my abdomen isn’t known. Some decisions about what will need to be removed, (lymph node) dissected and biopsied will be made on the fly. There is, however, more good news... I get to have a hernia repaired that’s been causing me trouble for over 8 years!!


So, at 10:30 a.m., Thursday morning, please send up a special prayer for my female parts ;) (and, okay, my soul too... hehehe)... They, and I will appreciate all of your efforts!! If you don't have specific words of prayer... then just repeat The Lord's Prayer or Serenity Prayer on my behalf. I'll keep you posted in Facebook and Twitter... Communicating with everyone will be a pleasure as I recuperate...


Love & Blessings,
Colista